When did common courtesy go out the window? What I am referring to is when you go out with someone and the next day they don’t respond. Sure, I get it. They are not into you. That’s fine, not everyone is for everyone. But how about a “Hey, I don’t think it is going to work out.” or “Thanks but I’m not interested.” It’s common courtesy. This has happened multiple times to me. I have run the night before the silence past many people and told that I did nothing wrong. I was a perfect gentleman, had great conversations, they even say we should do it again. So what’s the deal?

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So I decided to shut down my Facebook for a month. I find it interesting that almost all my social interaction is through there. I find that I really only have friends who exist in that realm. I offered up my email before leaving, to see if anyone would pick up contact from there. So far, nothing. We shall see how this plays out.

I’m back. I took a huge break because of this and that. I plan on writing a bunch now, since my life to seems to be nothing but chaos right now. So get ready to check it.

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acheverton:

“The D’Espresso coffee shop, located one block from the New York Public Library, was designed to look like a library that’s been flipped on its side.”

This is hard for me to look at. —Wright

Wow. That is simply awesome!

I know I haven’t posted in a few days, been busy shooting events and school, and life and blah blah blah. Anyways, I felt compelled to post something and here it is. Big news of the day? I ordered a custom collar from collarfactory.com for my girlfriend. I’m really happy about it and I think she is too. Side note: turns out she has a bad UTI, and is now on antibiotics. So, as I was saying, I am sure she is happy about it but I know she is in a lot of pain so it is far from her mind, I am sure. Hopefully it will be here within the week. When I get it, I will post a pic. Now I just need a lock and tags for it and it will be complete.

Well, that’s the news of the day. Catch ya round sometime soon.

“Play it cool” she tells me. I bury my head in my hands and let out a big sigh. It’s just hard at times. Peaks and valleys. I stand up and pour myself two fingers of bourbon. I walk back and join her on the couch. “I know it can feel quite the task, but you have to believe me” she says, a concerned look on her face. “It isn’t a matter of belief, if it was I wouldn’t be here” I say before taking a sip of my drink. I swirl the dark amber liquid around the glass as I fix my eyes on it. . “I just struggle at times. It’s like we are a thousand miles away.if I didn’t believe, if I didn’t care, then we would not be having this conversation.” I take another sip of my drink. “It’s not easy for me either, I just guard it more than you do. I never was able to express my deepest thoughts. I always kept them close and silent.” She takes my hand in hers as she continues.”I love you. That’s all that I need to express.” I nod as my hand squeezes hers. “I love you too. Unconditionally.” I look up and I am staring at a blank wall. She’s not there, only a figment of my imagination. I set my drink down and lean back as I close my eyes. There she is, safe in my mind. A smile crosses my lips as I mouth the words, “Forever and ever and then some.”

Well today I got my car back. I was in an accident about 6 weeks ago. After body work, it needed some mechanical work. Feels good to have Betty back. What’s so bittersweet? Well, my girlfriend woke up this morning in a bunch of pain. Might be something with her kidney. Another downside of being far away from her, I can’t take care of her. I am glad and thankful her Dad is there helping her out. I’m keeping my everything crossed that it is not something serious.

Leafy Bug Love

It either let’s me get high up and look at the beauty or let’s me crash hard and burn in a pool of fuel.

I’ve been making a new playlist on YouTube that evoke emotion pertaining to my girlfriend. We have a long distance relationship. Granted we are only about a 6 hour drive away, but you would be surprised how far and hard 6 hours away can be. Sometimes it feels like we are across oceans. Anyways, if you want to check out the playlist as it progresses, look me up on YouTube. My name is ResplendentChaos. Plus I have tons of other good stuff on there. Hopefully you will discover something new that you can use to make your own areoplane.